Paperback – 352 pages

In the devastating but uplifting tradition of Adam Silvera and Nova Ren Suma comes a queer supernatural coming-of-age story from acclaimed author Maria Ingrande Mora.

How do you face your fears when everything is terrifying?

Fifteen-year-old Brynn cant stop thinking about death. Her intrusive thoughts and severe anxiety leave her feeling helplessand hopeless. So after her mom interprets one of Brynns blog posts as a suicide note, she takes extreme measures, confiscating Brynns phone, blocking her Internet access, and banishing her to stay with her father who lives off the grid on a houseboat in the Florida mangroves. Isolated from her online friendsher only friendsBrynn resigns herself to a summer of mind-numbing boredom and loneliness until Skylar appears.

Skylar is everything Brynn isntsultry, athletic, and confident. Yet Brynn feels at home around this fearless girl who pushes her to try new things and makes her belly flutter with nerves that have nothing to do with anxiety. When Brynn discovers that Skylar is trapped in the bayou and cant tell her why, she resolves to free her new crush from the dark waters, even if it means confronting all her worst fears.