368 pages | Hardcover

From debut novelist Jason June comes a moving and hilarious sex-positive story about the complexities of first loves, first hookups, and first heartbreaksand how to stay true to yourself while embracing what you never saw coming, thats perfect for fans of Sandhya Menon and Becky Albertalli.

Theres one thing Jay Collier knows for surehes a statistical anomaly as the only out gay kid in his small rural Washington town. While all his friends cant stop talking about their heterosexual hookups and relationships, Jay can only dream of his own firsts, compiling a romance to-do list of all the things he hopes to one day experiencehis Gay Agenda.

Then, against all odds, Jays family moves to Seattle and he starts his senior year at a new high school with a thriving LGBTQIA+ community. For the first time ever, Jay feels like hes found where he truly belongs. But as Jay begins crossing items off his list, hell soon be torn between his heart and his hormones, his old friends and his new ones . . . because after all, life and love dont always go according to plan.