From the critically acclaimed author of the ALA Notable and Charlotte Huck Honor BookForever, or a Long, Long Time comes a moving own-voices story that shines a light on how one girls learning differences are neither right nor wrongjust perfectly individual. For fans of Alyson Gerber, Cammie McGovern, and Kathryn Erskine.

No one can figure out what Gwendolyn Rogerss problem isnot her mom, or her teachers, or any of the many therapists shes seen. But Gwendolyn knows she doesnt have just one thing wrong with her: she has fifty-four.

At least, according to a confidential school report (that she read because she is #16. Sneaky, not to mention #13. Impulsive). So Gwendolyn needs a plan, because if she doesnt get these fifty-four things under control, shes not going to be able to go to horse camp this summer with her half-brother, Tyler.

But Tyler cant help her because theres only one thing wrong with him: ADHD.

And her best friend Hettie cant help her because theres nothing wrong with Hettie. Shes perfect.

So Gwendolyn is hopeless until she remembers the one thing that helped her mother when her own life was out of control. Or actually, the twelve things. Can these Twelve Steps that cured her mother somehow cure Gwendolyn too?